During my first Internship, I was pointed out my identity of 'Helper'. After feeling from this identity towards other people, I felt anger and fear from those people reflecting on me. Then I also felt the anger, by and in, myself. I start copying it as a secondary and then I realized that I wanted to belong to groups. That I felt alone. That I was looking for attention. This realization helped me to stay in feel again. Now I make contacts far more easily and I have all kinds of attention. I really do not know what is happening with all the attention I have now.