The pointers that I came up with were from my youth and the life that followed. After naming the people who did this to me, and the consequences, I did step 4 with Mark.
Already with the first situation, it became clear that if I would have had only some more self confidence, my life would have gone differently. Now that I experience this- the veil that was covering my life is gone.
Now I have the feeling that I can handle everything, have self confidence and " I am happy to be me".
From this moment on my new life starts.
The new Hans with self confidence and intensely happy.
Han van Rijssen
Feel It Exercise 1:
I created a feeling during the exercise that I have been searching for years. The feeling of being connected with something you see or feel. First, I felt that the object came to me, a feeling that I had for a long time. After a second explanation, I felt for the first time a feeling of being connected with the object.
After that experience, I went with Mark to the hall and did the exercise again on a photo in the hall. In the moment I felt the connection with the photo, I felt this clearly and even felt the weight of the object.
This was an emotional moment, a feeling that I have been searching for years-and now I have it back.
In one word: Tremendous!
Now I experience bodily reaction to this liberation in myself. I have the feeling that the lid is off my emotional bucket.
Hans van Rijssen
Dear Harry,
Harry, I always feel your love in the course.
I felt I became more source as I took one more step in every course, but this Integrity Course was the best that allowed me to see how I had lived, was living and going to live my life confronting myself. I felt the power, love, and the preciousness of the Avatar network, trainers and fellow masters, again. I'll live my life as awakened source being, loving myself, manifesting primaries.
Thank you very, very much.
-love, Michelle(Yoo Ji Young)
Thank you, Harry.
Today is the forth day and I feel already that I learned so much.
I felt I used separation and pretending to abuse other's power and to avoid my own work. And listening to Avra's talk, I felt that our work of inspiration is based on the full support from the Avatar network which totally depends on integrity. Thank you for letting me look into myself more to have stronger intention of commitment.
I love you!
Ham, Eun-Young
July 2009
July 5, 2009
I am really grateful that I could integrate the money creations.
Now I know where and how to use money.
Thank you for giving me the confidence in inspiration.
July 5, 2009
Thank you, Harry.
I feel the power of my source, the sense of being present and honest.
I will love my family and neighbors more and I will help others with kindness, being present.
"I love the precious humanity."
Thank you.
Now I feel like I know now what is free attention and what is the feeling of handling creations.
It is amazing that my life can be this much bright and light.
I respect, love and thank you.
With love and respect,
Kim, Hyun Suk from Korea
Pieta, Shona, Yuji,
Thank you very very much.
I will return to the world remembering your compasionate space and the smile of selfless service toward us.
I will inspire and help others recalling their space.
Kim, Jeong Hwa
July 5, 2009
