Today, I realized that I have been leading very happy life. I have been denying my life all the time, thinking that I am miserable, that I never want to look back at the past. I never want to remember the past unpleasant happenings. And today, Ohh...! I realized that I have been playing a role of miserable "me".
At that moment, my past has changed instantly. Just the way Othello's black piece turned into pure white piece. The person I hate turned into "my dearest friend" who really trusted me. And the place I hated so much turned into the cozy place. The moment I realized this, I could thank everybody in my life and sincere appreciation overflowed toward my dearest mother.
I am really grateful for that.