Yet another thank you note. I have been using the magic Avatar tools with conscientious zeal because of the past successes I have enjoyed. So it should come as no surprise to me that today's insight has once again blown me out of the water. But it still does come as a surprise how intense the feelings attached to the insights are and how all pervasive is their impact on my life. I love the transparent belief tool, so simple yet so profound.
Today I discovered that I create negative emotional tension to get attention. How does that work you might ask. It seems that I've had a transparent belief that the only way I can get attention and connection with people is to create negative emotional tension. I have numerous ways I do this, some of them being, to create drama in work and family environments, create scarcity through lack of money and, creating intimate relationships that are full of drama, detachment and disconnection. Its a core creation for me and I can still feel the ripples of it's effect touching all aspects of my life back through to my childhood as I write this. How much different my life will be with the awareness that I can easily create positive emotional tension and get the connection with people that is fulfilling and nurturing to myself and the people in my life.
That you Harry for the tools. Much love to you and all the team at Stars Edge
John Shelton- Australia