I have always been someone who 'depended' on others, which sapped me of some, or more than some, of my creative powers—but no longer.
I stretched to book a ticket to Austin, Texas on my last Avatar delivery. I spent five days playing and clearing space for me to create the next phase of my life here in the United States. I moved here from India one year ago. A decision that occurred while on an advanced Avatar Course, called Wizards.
I felt very sad and insecure the day after I arrived home from my trip to Austin. So I called three Avatar Masters who have become the kind of friends that I thought each human being only deserves one of, but thanks to Avatar, I have umpteen. These three soul friends, calming me with their caring attention, gave me their loving listening and heartfelt compassion, nurturing me through one of the biggest stretches of my entire life. They urged me to put my attention on others and try my best to be of service. This was very easy, because as an Avatar Master I have met many people and had many opportunities to do this.
So after a weekend of celebrating others, I awoke today, refreshed and alive. My dream, at 44, is to move out on my own and live a creative life full of empowerment and this dream is now manifesting.
I walk away from this 'giving' weekend and my family is aligned and excited with my dream, ready to drive the truck down to Texas as I prepare for my move. My sister wants to help me create a to-do list and do some things for me and with me. My mom can't wait to see me succeed. My brother is scouting out a car for me that is fun and efficient. My dad is bringing elements for me to start my spa practice down there.
It is funny, the minute I decided that I don't need anyone and I'll do it on my own, many show up willingly, to help.
I have cleared my space and my room. Money is flowing in abundantly and into my bank account it goes. As I played my music loud and threw away the old me, stuff that is no longer alive and vibrating with possibility, I realized that my path has been like Buddha's story. I came from affluence, so letting go and making it on my own was always scary to me. Now the missing piece of the puzzle is in... I'm willing to work hard and do what it takes to fulfill every dream and leave the world in a better place.
This is due to my will and grace. Tools that Avatar has empowered me with.
I hope this will inspire others to reach for the stars as I have.
Tania S.- USA