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Avatar Wizards Course
this is a message for Harry and I try to write it in English. It is about my last Wizard experience in the Hilton/Orlando, January 2010:
Every year going to Wizards and other Avatar courses was like taking wonderful holidays from "real" life. Coming home - each time after a short while I developed a strong resistance against creating and doing source list. It was really hard work for me, because the same secondaries always came up - "good old friends". I began to fear my secondaries because I didn't want to have them anymore. I had to start over and over again discreating the same old stuff. How embarrassing this was! And then - in the middle of the last Wizard while taking a shower in the morning, an idea came up. I started immediately creating the primary: I love my creations. And this turned out to be a very helpful primary for me. Suddenly I could look at my secondaries with appreciation. This was really great. And since then I have lost my fears regarding the creation process - for the first time I use Avatar at home regularly and I'm a bit sorry indeed that it took me 7 years to come to this point. But now I'm absolutely happy and lucky and don't want to miss it anymore!
Viele Grüße aus Bonn/Germany,
Sae Yeup Kim
I am becoming very aware of what I do to others. The elaborate plans to keep people down so I can achieve enlightenment for myself. I feel such sadness for the suffering I have caused.
Today I feel so much more connection to my friends and family -- I also feel humbled (and it's okay for me to feel that). I don't need to be noticed all of the time. In fact, I am really enjoying experimenting with "what if I was invisible right now?" Just observing! Appreciating life around me.
I feel excited about being more responsible for myself and responsible for caring for others. I feel part of the team. Thank you for this gift and all the work you do for this planet. There is so much appreciation.