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I have been so ashamed of myself all of my life for something I have not been aware of that I have put almost al my energy into showing an enthusiastic face, a pretty smile, and agreeable manner. To get approval. And in, well...rather crooked ways I have done my best to find the sore spots of others to test them ( I even became a professional Theater critic) to prove them wrong. 44 years of that!
Using the Avatar tools and doing secrets, dozens of them, helped me peel off numerous layers of destruction and deceit, to arrive a very painful realization. As a very little child I made the judgement: the world around me is just bad. Wrong. Destructive. So the only way out is to destruct it all and/or myself. Which, once I started doing it, started causing a lot of pain. Cut contacts, ruined jobs, resistance to all rules and authorities. No ties with parents. So I created over it: to become good, nice, charming, helping.
I created a massive persistent identity undermining pretty much everything I wanted. It's a feeling close to revelation, no, it is a revelation and a great honor to be able to stop that and use my skills, my talent, my heart to improve as much of the world as I can to help. Thank you, for putting this wonderful program together, so humble, so honest, that gave me the first referance point in my life. One that even I, with my stubborn insistence on resistance, could finally accept.
Eniko Tegyi- Hungary
There was someone in my life I couldn't accept. I didn't even notice it until I was on the Wizards Course. He seemed like less than a bug in this world. I thought I would never forgive him until my death. When this person occurred to me intuitively, I felt I needed to do a rundown about him. But I postponed it because it seemed like such a huge wall. During one of my rundowns I was reminded of him again, but refused to see the connection to the rundown I was doing.
At last I did a rundown about secrets with an Advanced Intern. I finally realized I trampled all over him and held that man, although dead, not to be able to go to the next world. I never gave him any chance to explain himself before and I always looked at him cruelly. I was cruel and heartless. After I realized this, I started to see him as a human being. But that was all I could not find any secret about him. The Advanced Intern worked with me. It took almost all day. From the viewpoint of source though, a very little thing can still be a secret. "But," I said "I upgraded him from a bug to a human being and that was enough. He deprived my Mom of me. He gave me such horrible suffering." I asked myself how could I be an attacker to such a horrible guy.....? Finally I found the secret I had. My transgression against him. I had felt my transgression was very trivial compared with his huge transgression. I didn't even think of it as my transgression. But that it was!
After finding it, I can feel the person I never imagined I could forgive, as a pure being, a being of light. The hatred was gone. And I realized I could take responsibility for all my sufferings. They are my creations. In the Bible ( I cannot remember exactly correctly) someone asked Jesus which one is worse, the one who stole one dollar or the one who killed a man. Jesus said the weight of their sins are the same. Yes! That's right. I had tried to remain as a victim. I blamed him for my suffering and avoided my responsibility.
Thank you so much Harry!
Keum Hwa Kwag- Korea
Dear Harry and Avra,
I really, really thank you. I don't know how to express.....
I know where my sufferings come from. I didn't understand the reason I suffered. it was very tough. Now I know where my hidden agendas led my life! It is so fortunate that I can stop and my hidden agendas cannot grow any more like snowballs! I carried a full bucket of discouragement. But now I feel light! How can I thank you?! You are amazing!!
I'll step forward to create an Enlightened Planetary Civilization with gratitude and hope. I'm so happy to be part of the team which takes the best care of me in such a safe zone. I'll let this feeling flow to the world boldly! Love,
Kim Ah Yeong- Korea
The Wizard Course is life changing! Nearly didn't get to my first Wizards in 2008, staggering under some large money secondaries and the usual work/time/family commitments. Thank the universe I did not put it off! I recommend the fast track to anyone who asks me. A week after returning from the course I was privileged to be at the deathbed of an ancient friend, and kept him company for several hours as he passed over. His family could not be present; calling on my "I" that is bigger than I, I felt totally supported by the Wizard sanga and knew in feel what to do. My friend was in a coma and it felt like he was doing discreates from Section III. I was present with him in serious drill and did this along with him, from the higher modes of consciousness we practiced at Wizards. Then the Ultimate Process. His passing was very peaceful.
A fortnight later my partner had a heart attack. He got the best medical treatment and eventually recovered well, But the month post-op was very challenging due to complication and his becoming depressed. Once again Wizards "feel" was so supportive. Throughout the year I have been discreating a persistent identity of "the entitled person", whom Rich, the Trainer, role played so brilliantly at Wizards. I hadn't recognized the identity until Rich acted her out for me onstage. Thank you Rich! I am now able to recognize and de-fuse her whenever she pops up to sour everyones' day! It's okay to feel that way because she doesn't trip me up anymore. Wizards also empowered me to inspire new students, not possible before. Thank you! See you next month. Yea! Love,
Margaret Sullivan- USA