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Today is a round on sabotage self to sabotage others. I could clearly see two identities: I act out in the relationship with my husband that cause totally different experiences.
The interesting part for me was that it made me see that I totally forget belief and experience within one identity while being in the other.
I often wondered (when confronted with the consequences) how I could be so stupid to forget and overlook and from that, blame him. And now I see that I create these situations, conflicts and confusion from two different identities so I can be and stay on course.
It feels so freeing to see it is mine and not his.
On this Integrity Course, I learned about "receptibility" for the material and that helped me to see what I'm doing.
Finding secrets became easier and more interesting! I feel I''m out of the indoctrination of finding and sharing secrets.
I'm so excited again to create more source being.
I am just doing archetypes around staying stuck instead of increasing receptivity and I'm amazed.
My archetypes for desire being independent and not answerable to anyone is someone who lives on their own, chooses when to listen to others, can come and go as they like, overcomes difficulties is my grandmother who raised her family alone after her husband died and who was deaf!
And my archetype for having time out for me, is someone who is cared for, can hang out in bed as much as they like and has everyone running after them is my other grandmother who was bedridden with arthritis and appeared to get lots of care and attention. WOW!
Thank you for the opportunity to introspect with such incredible tools.
This is my fourth Integrity Course but I feel this is the most magical one! I come with the intention to integrate, so when I help students and support them, the space is sincere and clean. This is only day four, but my result is huge! I own my bad intention and my pretenses and I feel I can be so much more sincere to work with students and I can carry Harry's intention out and share it with others. This is such grace in my life.
And because of my ownership, my relationship with my family will improve so much helping to resolve old conflicts. The sense of EPC spreading from my family into the world-lt's just the best!!
Thank you and much love.
Pai Lin Carol Wang