and insights we are receiving from our students.
Avatar Integrity Course
I want to thank you for the great Avatar tools and the helpful work with the SE Trainers--the loving support when it was hard to move forward.
Great "thank you" to John Pasqualetti who helped me when I was in a creation. In spite of language differences, he gave help and lovingly support.
Also a big thank you to Mike who helped at the course. Thank you for this wonderful present of which I am now part of.
Thank you for this more than wonderful course. I am grateful to you, and to myself, for this chance and possibility to integrate without punishment, with safety, and with appreciation.
I'm sad to leave this space, but be sure I've connected with you and I look forward to Wizards 2010.
I wanted to thank you for the kindness and care I felt from you, Avra, last week around my mother's condition. She peacefully passed on Sunday morning while I was sitting in the AI Global Vision Meeting outside the Marriott. She is free and truly back to her expansive self, her Source Beingness. I am grateful for her release from her creation.
Since being home in New Hampshire, my time with family, friends, long time friends of the family, her nurses at the nursing home, the family priest, and friends in the network has been nothing less than sacred connection. My Mom was loved and cherished. The funeral is Thursday and we will be together for the weekend, it has been 10 years (my dad's funeral) since we have all been together.
What I learned from the integrity work last week and continue to experience now in relation with family about the virtues of respect and gratitude is worth its weight in gold. And it is how my mother my raised my brothers and I to be, respectful and grateful. I feel an opening, another crack in consciousness, a softening of the veneer and am looking forward to creating in this new space with more open-heartedness and joy.
For the gift of Avatar you have given us, Harry, and the guidance you share Avra,
I am grateful,
I explored a core creation last week at the Integrity Course and I realize that an EJP I wrote to you at Wizards this year was incomplete. I now see how I have been using a persistent identity, "something is wrong with me" as justification to attack others for power and control and to be right. As I was dismantling this creation I realized how I was using Avatar to make others wrong. I also now see how I use the drama around this creation to sabotage myself and how I bring others, including my team mates down. I saw very clearly how I was adding to the pain and suffering in the world. This drama is definitely not in alignment with creating an EPC.
I am very sorry, especially for how I was profaning the Avatar Materials by using them to put others down to make myself feel superior as an Avatar Master.
As amends I want to make up for the damage I have caused by committing to creating a reverent connection with others to inspire at least one person to do Avatar and to send them to the Minneapolis course as a gift to the course.
In realigning with my intuition I have created the primary "I do whatever it takes to stay connected and aligned with the Star's Edge team, contributing to my fullest potential to create an EPC." I feel ready for the next level of learning and service to others and as my next step I have an intention to move into the Jr. AI domain as soon as possible. My intention is to commit to the success of others through all levels toward the goal of working to create an EPC.
Thank you for creating and holding the space for me to continue my awakening.