Wow! A lifetime pattern has been revealed to me. I had blamed others for "betraying" me and then cast them off through separation. Harry, I have been doing this my whole life, sometimes its been subtle sometimes not. I owned the belief that I use abandonment as retaliation! To think of all those things I have missed out on because of what I was creating! No more! Now I feel compassion and understanding for others. They are a gift to me and they bring with them others gifts. Most of all, what a wonderful gift you have given me Harry, Thank you!