I was so envious of my children because they live in the now and don't have to carry the burden, pain, fear and nervousness that I felt. Those feelings created such a mess that there was no room for anything else. Literally. I have been consumed by fear and anxiety since forever, not knowing anything else.
I have been searching for a way out forever also. In my search I've been brought to my knees. I created my own Hell, until awareness came knocking on my door in the form of Avatar. I am home at last! Namaste,