I have never contemplated suicide. Probably you just wake up in another dimension and still have to put up with yourself, horrors of horrors. So instead of a death wish, I had this urge to annihilate the whole universe, multiple dimensions and all. Wiping it all out, deleting past, present and future. Existence just felt intrinsically wrong. Of course, I regarded this urge as the ultimate pit of my depressive, existential despair. But to my enormous joy and utter satisfaction, Avatar made my ultimate wipe-out fantasy come true! And wonder of wonder of wonders, the Ultimate Procedure actually led to a direct experience of the great unknown behind any existence! Yesss!
As to putting up with myself; with Avatar it was simple, easy and fun to turn all the self-criticism and knawing self-doubts that have been undermining my life since childhood into self-appreciation. Now I think I am great and so is everybody else!
Sorry I can't think of any way to improve Avatar! The course content is as simple as it is profound. The warm non-patronizing support from the Masters make it all very human and humorous. The very structured yet relaxed and informed set up make you feel at ease and free to make your own journey of discovery, healing and new beginnings for oneself and for all.
Avatar is an Amazing Adventure I've alays been waiting for.Thank you all!
Giselle Gouverne- Netherlands
And just today, starting part II, this transmutation started, (or restarted), to happen, even I had some great insights: recovering the experience of innocence which I used to have as a little kid, the wonder, the clarity. Then the thought came: You are working with kids, as a pediatrician, to rediscover the little child in you. So somehow, the EPC goal is starting to be fulfilled.
I feel immense happiness in my Being. I have seen through feelings, objects, etc, that I can
feel the same, in here, in my chest and body, like I can feel objects, animals, other people and beliefs. In fact, they are all just happening as a reflection of my consciousness. Thank You to all of you.
A.R.H.- Holland- 2008
Dear Harry,
I created a student and came to the Taos Course with great reservations. I hadn't done an internship in a year due to undergoing chemo therapy for my metastatic breast cancer. I wasn't sure I could handle 11 days of long hours. At our last evaluation I cried at how empowered I was because I was able to do the full 11 days and with good energy and enthusiasm. Much of the mental fog I had been experiencing is gone. I also feel like I have dropped the cancer identity. I also feel I have opened a new space of vulnerability and I feel a new "I" has emerged.
I have also been able to connect with others in a whole new place. I feel the place I have kept safe and protected has dropped. I am able to connect with my whole being for the first time. An awesome experience!
Thank you Harry for these incredible tools and for all your love, gratitude and appreciation.
I'll see you again at Wizards next year!
Jan Smith- USA- 2009
Dear Harry,
I had the honor of doing one of the advanced programs several times with a student that had created himself as a very contracted victim identity seemingly lost and trapped in a mind that had no present moment awareness. He had utterly forgotten that the real being had been seeing a psychiatrist for 27 years and was currently taking many medications.
What an unusual consciousness and what a gift to observe and experience how piece by piece, with these tools, he connected the dots taking more and more responsibility.
At first he wasn't able to do the last step and introspect. Chip by chip, step by step he eased into more and more awareness. He finally created enough space to move into the last step of the program. He integrated enough then to be in the present, in gratitude, okay with himself, with the moment and with all that hadhappened in his life.
We both cried tears of amazement and gratitude. He moved from there to the definition mini-course. At first he believed the definitions were really him. Again piece by piece he started to take more responsibility. More forward movement. On the last day of the course he came in and said "Last night I was 100%. Nothing can change that". He realized some of his past needed to be looked at for him to be at 100% and maintain that. He was excited to share deep intimate details of his life. I'll never lose the amazing impression of the moment he arrived at the realization " I'm responsible. I'm the one who decides!" WOW...He woke up!!
There is no limit to the miracles that can happen. After 27 years of counseling he said he got more out of the few days at Avatar than any therapy ever could provide. What an honor to be here. Thank you Harry!
Linda Waters- Utah, USA
I have held this trauma in a dark space in my mid section for many years. After doing the mini-course on "will" the trauma no longer dwells there. I feel extremely happy and eternally grateful!
S.P.- USA- 2009
This has been absolutely enlightening. After years of therapy working on eliminating the beliefs that have held me back from achieving my personal goals, I now feel empowered to discreate these beliefs. What I have achieved here is cemented by the fact that it has been experiential; it's no longer an abstract intellectual analysis, but a full sensory feeling experience of how beliefs are created and can be discreated. Thank you for creating this. This is an absolute gift to humanity.
I am thankful to you and send my deep love and appreciation your way. Also, I can't thank enough the Masters. They are incredible. I am amazed by their spirit, energy, intelligence, sacrifice, and love. They have touched my heart in an unforgettable way. Looking forward to seeing them and all the other Masters and students in the next Master Course.
Frank Alaghband- USA
I gave myself hardships and depression using all kinds of heavy beliefs about life.
I had been searching for the answer for what was keeping me from doing things, giving me suffering, but now I know it was the old beliefs in myself.
With boldness, I will shake all these old beliefs off of me and create new exciting beliefs.
Now I will live a healthy, charming life helping others and enjoying the life itself!
Mi Sung lee- Korea- 2009
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