When I first received the Avatar Journal, I noted how happy everyone in the pictures looked-veritably glowing! I wanted to be THAT! I read the material, shared them with my husband, and we decided to send for the books. They arrived, we read them and got very excited about taking the course. Here we are and here we were. We each wanted to learn to deal with our separate issues. We actually learned to deal with ALL or ANY issue IMMEDIATELY! Mission accomplished!
I came needing some realignment and to elevate myself back into the perspective of the creator of my reality. I experienced stress release, feeling more empowered, clarity on areas of my life that needed some attention. I created a higher purpose goal that encompassed all I have a passion for and love-something I've been attempting to achieve for some time.
This weekend I have experienced a number of awakenings or "Aha" experiences as I began to see through some of my limiting thought patterns and beliefs that have stood between me and success. In particular, in the "Releasing Fixed Attention" exercise, I finally felt (rather than intellectualized) how something that I was experiencing as a situation I want to change, was actually CREATED BY ME! Somehow this feels like a very liberating first step!
I set out to unblock unhealthy patterns in my life; to grow and to release emotional baggage. Through the ReSurfacing exercises I expanded my awareness to achieve what I set out to do. I believe I'm in the right place at the right time. Mission accomplished!
During this weekend I have experienced courage in order to heighten my awareness, acknowledge my beliefs and see how they can impede or help my life. I gained many insights during this time that are most useful. I am feeling more aligned and peaceful within myself. I have a sense of calmness as I have learned how to shift my attention from different areas of my life.
I began the course with the intention of observing the process as a possible career with a side benefit of personal growth. As the weekend progressed, I realized I was having many "Ahah's" and became excited about the tools I could use in my life and forgot all about the career stuff. The future is bright!
I think what I have gained is a realization that while I place a great weight on being honest with others, I am not being very honest with myself. I am also starting to think that what is holding me back is a big fear of leaving my comfort zone and not being good enough to exist without being hurt by others or being criticized by them. I came here with no intention of doing Part Two but during the course I have changed my mind. What I have learned: I don't need to analyze how I feel. It is enough to just feel it. I don't have to chase my tail to find the happiness in it, but if I just let it be, it will follow me everywhere. It is starting to sink in with me just how powerful these exercises are.
Part I: ReSurfacing showed me how undeliberately I have lived so far. I was successful in creating deliberately my indoctrinations on and on and on. A big AHA was the experience of transparent beliefs.