Thanks for your recent email and inquiry about me. As you know, I have been having not such a great time in life in the past few years and keep on seeing some unproductive patterns in life that I have been unable to break. However, in recent days, I accidentally picked up the Resurfacing book and started reading it again and doing some of the exercise. I cannot begin to tell you how amazing this new experience has been for me. I have been having phenomenal gains from the book, which are so amazing that I could not wait to contact you and tell you about them.
What is so amazing is that even though, I had studied this book a number of times in the past, as I am reading this book, I come across sentences and topics that are very powerful and insightful and yet they all appear like this is the first time I am reading them. I do not know what happened. How is it possible that I missed so many great insights when I read the book before? It looks like a totally brand new book, even though, I had gone through it many time before. Is it because I am at a different stage in life and see things in the book that I never noticed before?.
The most important win was on day one, on page 4 of the book. Reading that page made me realize that all along I have had a transparent belief that, "I can not improve or change". Therefore, because of carrying that belief, I had sabotaged all my prior attempts at self-improvement including books, seminars and Avatar experience. Somehow, deep inside, I had a belief that people do not change and no matter what I did, I could not improve myself or get rid of self-sabotaging patterns. The second transparent belief that I had was "My problems are too complex to handle through simple means". Somehow, I formed the belief that to get any relief from unproductive patterns in my life, I needed a very long, comprehenive, and complex approach, requiring powerful tools and services from top notch professionals. The idea that a simple process could help me discreate a life long unproductive belief appeared absurd.
The bottom line is that I now recognize that a few transparent beliefs sabotaged my gains from Avatar in the past.
I am having wins from Resurfacing work and I am determined to complete this work on my own at my own pace, taking all the time it takes to re-do ReSurfacing exercises and read the book as thoroughly as I can. There are still sentences in the book that come across as abstract and not too personal. However, I now recognize that anytime I come across any topics that do not seem real to me, I will go back, work at it longer until they become personal and real to me.
I've been full of secondaries but gradually gained confidence and this Master Course I explore every simple aspect. I'm looking forward to seeing you. I appreciate the beliefs that brought me here.