For the 11th time I was an intern and I was so happy that I was able to keep my attention out. I understand that it is just my own story, what I am making important. It is much more interesting to live in the moment and be in Serious Drill. Each time I have an opinion about something, I think to myself "this is only my opinion nothing more" and I let it go without response.
Also when I am afraid of doing it wrong, I am aware that I am allowed to make mistakes and that it is a good way to learn. Now I have the guts to take the risk of an action that may be not the right one. Now I know that doing something with a good intention is always much better than doing nothing because of the fear of failing. This gives me freedom.
Also baby-eyes is a miracle. It gives everything the space to be. It gives Peace and care. I thank you for those tools. I thank you for the fact that you made these things not only understandable, but also realistic and available to experience as much as you want. All the things I learned, it is too many to tell, make me feel strong, trustful, peaceful, aware of what happens, grateful and happy. But the nicest thing is that I have a lot of free attention, so I have the space to use my attention for others and create many Avatars. What I know is that there is one thing to do and that is, do it. By doing it I learn and become what I intend to become.
I understand now that I am in this moment on my place and that I am always on my place wherever that is on the path I am going. This gives me rest. Something very interesting for me is that all my life I have been working on becoming happy and know I am, The funny thing is that now I am happy, the importance seems to have disappeared and in the mean time I know that it is because I am happy.
Lots and lots of space for everybody I meet. I love to tell about the possibility you have created to live a great life. The challenge you gave is already a gift to everybody. Thank You, I love You,
Henriette Wijnakker, The Netherlands