I am so in awe of the tools and their power to be life changing....George Thompson took me through a hidden agenda that has haunted me for my entire life. It had to do with abandonment as the resistance and the hidden agenda was along the lines of keeping people's attention trapped by not making it easy for them. I see how this has permeated my life.
I have nothing to fear and I feel there is no longer a need to hide, I have always kept a protective shield up. It is down for good. I know I am never alone ,and no matter what, no one can harm me unless I do something to create it. All I can say is that I feel I have the joy of life back, instead of hanging on to the fear of life, I am home in more ways than physical location.
Yesterday, I drove across the South Grand Island Bridge that was near the accident scene where my dad was killed in a helicopter crash. For the first time in 16 years, I was able to face the bridge, drive across it and not crumble in tears, I actually laughed at the irony, after 16 years the power company took responsibility and marked the wires that caused the accident. I felt pure joy. It has come full circle.
Harry, I feel as though I have my life back. Thank you beyond words...
You have my love and deepest appreciation.