Thank you for being you and teaching me how to be me.
Persistent lower back pain has come and gone infrequently since 1974. I have found it has always recurred in the month of January. Recalling my history, January has often been a very turbulent and traumatic month. Something big was usually going wrong. In the pattern, I recalled a heart attack on 15 Jan. 1995, an aircraft emergency situation on the same day in 1990, resulting in almost losing my job. And an airplane crash on 15 Jan. 1967. During the Persistent Mass Rundown, I went to the core event which was on 15 January, 1966 when I had a bad break-up with my fiancé of one year. I handled it poorly and felt very guilty. I suppressed the guilt. I realized whenever I was triggered by our break-up, my back bothered me. Seeing the source-my guilt after a bad break-up-led me to crash one year to the day after the split, later to cause my own heart attack on the same day, and to sabotage my existence during many other Januarys. I dealt with the guilt and life is much better now. I have forgiven myself and life is so much brighter. Thanks for the tools, Harry. You are a Blessing to the world.
I have learned to own and celebrate my achievements as a Source Being, and to acknowledge my responsibility for my whole life. As if that were not enough...to finally experience unlimited awareness! To experience consciousness creating and discreating form! And to have the tools to practice this daily. A gift beyond price! I feel a deep commitment to this work for the sake of others, and will be at Masters in September 2007. Thank You! I do it!
Even my tone of voice is changed and my words seem to reverberate in and around me with utter conviction. (My primary origination manifested!!) I am delighted to write that I truly believe permanent change is possible for me- the change I've efforted for over many years I had almost given up on before Avatar. There is more to come' as I now Confidently place my attention on preparations for Masters in Florida in September, this year. See you there!
It was beyond my expectations. Great experience and a quick way to be Source. I look differently to the future now. I wanted to feel more sure of myself. I wanted to feel and experience the power of intuition. I am here. I wanted to use this experience and power to create more inspiration in the Police Force in Holland, to use Intuition in a professional way in the job. Every policeman has to often make split second decisions. And knowing what intuition can do and how it can help professionally would be a big step forward, I believe. Kind Regards.
I was working on the subject of commitment. Working with "What belief must somebody have to experience that he or she is afraid to commit?" I found the transparent belief: "I want everything." All of a sudden I felt much more free attention and I could see tons of situations in my life, where this belief was creating difficulties, e.g. coming late, because I start doing something new shortly before leaving for an appointment, not being able to decide between two things, creating confusion because I'm needed in several places simultaneously (also creating myself important), putting too much on my plate for eating, creating too big task lists, which nobody could finish, etc. I'm so grateful for the magic that the simplicity of the Avatar tools can create!
,J. P. C.-USA-09